为何？

晚上，在支持我班朋友半决赛的唱歌比赛里我又看到我的第一任。其实从上星期起，我早知他会出现。从参赛者的照片中，我以看到了他，只不过有点不像样，而且从我所认识中的他应该不会再去参加这种唱歌比赛。理由很简单。

第一，他以前在那已得过第一名几次，照理由在同一个比赛得过第一的人不可再参加比赛。

第二，他曾经跟我说，他以经退出江湖。（不过我已经不再相信他以前或现在所讲）

其实还有其他理由，以经不重要了，都是同一个理由，他所说的我都不会再相信了。

三年感情如眨眼般的快，说认识蛮深又说不上，可如最熟悉的陌生人。不知为何有时会无端端地想念他，反而见到后却不想跟他聊起来甚至看到他。总觉得他很 "假" ，是我太介意，还是我还没放下？或如电影蓝宇中的一句话 "当两个人太熟，就不好意思在一起了"？

分了几年，还有了新爱，为何还在意？为何放不下？为何不好意思？为何....还有为何？

人们常说爱跟恨只有一线之差，可能我站就在那线上吧。为何回忆总不能停留在美好的那一刻？我现在所能做的就是好好珍惜身边爱我的这一个，真爱难求，更何况在一起快要两年了。回忆就尽量让他停留在美好的那一刻。

刚收到朋友的电话，得知他们俩都进不了决赛。我等他俩上台唱完就回家了，没等到成绩公布或我的第一任唱（他排在很后尾）所以不知道成绩。我对成绩有点惊讶，因为他们中有一个唱得蛮好的，真如街所家知，比赛是很黑暗的。当然我的第一任很顺其自然进入决赛（就算他拿第一名我也不会惊讶，习惯就好）

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It has been a while since my last post, too bz with my work & have to attend so many function. Why do all ppl have choose these timing to have their wedding, birthday celebration.... blablabla and now holidays is coming.

Maybe I'll update some Journal later of the day :) Din't really watch much movies for the pass few months as there were no good movie to watch, beside that I have no time for the writtin, maybe I just do a summarized of all movies that I had watched over the pass weeks/mths but not posted yet (some of the movies were not listed as I've forgotten the name/date)

John Tucker Must Die (15/10 TimesSq.)
Overall Rating: A (handsome actor)

My Super EX-Girlfriend (27/09 1U-GSC)
Overall Rating: C+ (very unlogic)

The Devil Wears Prada
Overall Rating: B- (more for a women/girl/rich ppl movie)

Ghost Game
Overall Rating: B+ (not that scary, but got handsome actor)

Bad Luck Day :/

What can I say? Got car accident today this morning, bang/knock back of Hyundai Matrix, his butt is dented but no damage for my front, there goes my RM450 for his car repair....

Haizz..... bad day, bad luck, jom go buy TOTO hope can get strike

Pirates Of The Carribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest (1U-GSC)

Watch it without Dly, since caught Dengi fever. The movie is worst than expected. Those funny scene taht suppose to make u laugh kinda bore.

The length of the movie was a bit too long, feelin the director trying to drag the storyline. Although the movie have linkage from the first espisode but I just can't remember much of it, almost remember nothing!!

The 1st episode was too long ago & is not a movie that touch ur heart or something that u will remember, more on those see & forget type of movie. The worst part is u have to watch the 3rd espisode to knows the ending, I dont think I'll watch it in cinema.

In my opinion, it just not a good movie. Nowonder it was TOP5 on one of the worst/lame movie of the year!!!

Overall Rating: C-

The Dorm (1U-GSC)

Watch it with my group of friends, a sudden plan again as they want to watch it b4 'ghost' month but they wanna watch it at mid night?? Very contra thinkin, isnt it ?_?

Went there after 'pasar malam' trip in cheras. Actually from KL area just went to cheras makan dinner than went back to PJ c movie...... kinda stupid right ?_?

Someone even from USJ -> KL -> Cheras-> PJ... haha u know who :p The movie is not that scary, but more alike touching story. The two kids quite handsome too. Wonder how they look like when they r older :p

The cons, have to look at the subtitle most of the time (thai movie) if not sure will miss out some scene part.

Overall Rating: B+